lovely lunch
Friday, November 20, 2009
2:05 PM
lunch at cwp yesterday..
had our latest gossiping session as we eat. LOL.
i enjoyed myself.
damn fucking stress over PP poster.
sent my lappy for repair, and went to see baby's rim's again.
went OG bugis, saw my SLYVANIAN families. omg, i almost wanto get everything at 1 go... financially unable to. cos a empty house is like 130plus liao :(
still waiting for the limited edition play house to be launch..
feeling blue, headed to icez to look for boyf & spencer yesterday. spencer was kind enough to send me home after tt since boyf have to book in early. stayed in the office trying to finish my complete my PP, but i cant. its alot........... :(
i envy those who have no worries about their project, they could play all the way.
somehow i got this weird feeling whenever i talk to you. i dunno. not close, but it seems some misunderstanding going-on.
well, if i'm doing the right thing, i don need to care.
leave it for your imagination to wonder then :)
this isnt a week for me.
alot of stuffs happened, one after another.
i'm tired. trying to solve 1 by 1, but it still persist.
feeling really stress up, feeling really blue.
tried diverting the attention something else, yet the more i got myself thinking of it.
laughter with friends in class was the most enjoyable ones.
sometimes perhaps putting yourself in my shoes would help.
i'm really sorry. weakless week.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
6:48 PM
its tuesday today.
2nd day of the week & i'm so unhappy. i don like this week.
first of all, my laptop graphic card has problem, therefore my motherboard need to be repaired.
and tt cost me a bomb.
alot of ppl advise me to change a new laptop but, i have alot alot of stuffs in my current laptop.
and money cannot buy those memories back.
so depressing. of course, when i ask dad for money to repair my lappy, i got a scolding.
fuck man, its like my fault.
how the fucking hell do i know why i jus died on me?
further more, i have no back up copy of my PP project. damn stressing.
its either a re-do, or to retreive back from my advisor. :(
chances are really low that my advisor will keep a copy of my project. :(
to simlim with peizhuang; mummy to ask if i can get my lappy fixed.
yes, but its not worth it, cos its damn expensive. :(
2ndly, was about to leave parco carpark, i scratched moonlight against the wall.
she got injured with a huge patch of scratches.
boyf didnt scold me, but i know he's unhappy knowing his precious car got scratched by me. :(
my heart aches as well, i dunno what i'm doing either.
i just feel really fustrated with myself.
cried after sending mummy back to yishun, all the way to jurong to work.
i cried. yes, for not being careful enough while driving.
i cried, yes, becos my laptop died on me when my PP presentation is just days away.
i cried, yes, becos i made myself & boyf fustrated.
i cried, for i'm stress and worried for my PP.
3rdly, boyf drove moonlight to ttsh today.
moonlight got hit at the carpark. its a hit & run.
i hope tt driver who hit my moonlight had a car accident and die on the spot.
seriously, such a irresponsible driver. :(
another add-on burden to myself.
$$$$ to bring moonlight back to the usual color without scratches. :(
really down down down down down.
not having appetite to eat either.
1meal a day. :(
i often thought i was close to you.
i never did.
friends are only for the convenience of yourself?
did i ever reject to fetch you guys to & fro cwp if its on the way?
well, i thank those who pratically help me with the dell hotline & offer to accompany me to go over to get my lappy fix.
sigh, i guess friends are just passer by in my life.
they come & go.
only true ones stays.
i'm glad you r just one passer-by cos i don need a fake friend like you.
i guess i handled the situation well enough.
i don owe you, you don owe me.
tt's it.
thanks to my laptop, i get to see who's the true ones around me.
i should be happy isnt it?
well if you are feeling guilty now, too bad, cos no names are mentioned. :)
well, another 3days to weekend. & moonlight will be back from hospital tml.
i'm really sorry to boyf to have let moonlight suffer the scratches. i really do.
thankyou for being so understanding and not blaming me.
conforting words from you is a huge encouragement.
i'm in the wrong, i'm really sorry.
and thankyou to those who helped me looking for the dell hotline;
serene, berlin, shawn, gina, sharlene. much appreciated. :)
and if only dad understands, i wouldnt be as stressing & upset now........... :(
cherlyn pon skool today!
Friday, November 13, 2009
12:17 PM
lack of updates, cos cherlyn PON skool today! yay!
currently at boyf's place since this silly one books out at 9am today.
fetch him from camp, had our breakfast, headed back to bed.
hahs, main motive is to get his maid to wash my moonlight. :)
meeting boyf's cousin later & CAR SHOPPING again.
since his cousin is another car modification freak?!
gonna send moonlight for body checkup (servicing) later.
another bill to settle. sigh!
i'm so addicted to this song--苦茶。
&& yes, you'll hear this song everywhere, including my blog. :)
UT yesterday, buang.
its coding, i knew i'll never make it, so ya.
on the other hand, i'm so looking forward to 28Nov, to see baby's surprised face.
hahs, yet, i don want 24Nov to come so early as i have my PP presentation tt day.
so contridicting, but is 24th nov never comes, i'll never get to see 28th nov.
oh man, tt means i'll have to do my PP poster in class while having lesson.
another long week next week. :(
long long post for tricia chia to kill time.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
10:38 AM
hi!
i know some ppl like tricia have been camping in my blog waiting for this post.
yes, so here i am.
what tricia u wanto know about me leh?
erm, height? weight? my profile? LOL,, jus kidding la.
trying to be funny issit?
ok, weekends, ubi, to shop for baby's present.
side track abit, ubi is known for car modification.
back to track, i finally come up with a list of 21pressie for boyf.
i ended up having more than 21 presents, i dunno why.
i shall behave mysterious this 2weeks.
hehheh!
next up, some planning to do therefore i need YOU GUYS to let me know if u are coming.
in case u nvr receive my sms, these are the ppl involved.
boye, diana, danny, ruixian, leon, willy, jac, nic, daphne, weixiang, sheila.
i would need help tt day, so please confirm your attendance with me ASAP.
since boyf wont be able to book out on 8dec (his actual bday),
we'll be celebrating on 28NOV, sat.
venue will be at town area, jus a simple meal tgt.
kindly pay for your own meal yea? since i'll be so broke. :(
really hope everyone will be present for photo taking.
thou its jus a mini celebration, will appreciate if everyone took the effort to be present.
tricia, qihui, u've got a important mission.
i'll keep u updated since i'm unable to write down here. :)
okays, i feel like as if i'm a event planner already.
half the class is going to cabot later,
i'm unsure if i wanto join.
yes, tt's how united my class is.
serene isnt gOing, if i gO, i'll feel so bad, leaving her by herself.
sigh. :(
on the other hand, i often find myself in this situation where;
i tend to forgive ppl who make me miserable before, yet i don forget what tt did to me.
maybe tt's life.
it takes time for revenge, maybe 10yrs, 10 days or 10months.
its my fault at times, i might not have the chance to apologise, so here i am.
i sincerely apologise if ever i made u upset.
friends have relationship problems with their partner,
i'm like tt problem finder. LOL.
advise both parties to patch up, whereas i don see what's wrong whenever i quarrel with boyf.
but i really feel so secure when i see other couple quarrel.
at least boyf doesnt treat me tt bad,
at least boyf wont do tt to me.
at least i know who'll be there whenever i need someone.
perhaps, my r/s have gone into greater heights,
i began to understand him more.
well, tt's my love.
sweet friday :)
Friday, November 6, 2009
3:07 PM
its 3plus, only 2nd team presenting..
sians, but well, i've got nice teammates today!
nat, peiyong, serene.
mainly the crazy ones.
i had fun laughing non-stop. nat was the joker of the day.
html today, yes, coding.
had fun of course, since nat did the blog on RP.
she wrote this:
************
Today, RP ate a bowl of Ban Mian. It is the nicest and yummiest Ban Mian in RP. The chilli is super hot! The noodle has its QQ effect. It is worth dying for.
All OF A SUDDEN!! While eating halfway, RP put the spoon into the mouth and in the mouth, they found a BIG COCKROACH.
RP died after eating the ban mian. This ban mian were sure to be died for.
***********
well, i sure had a good laugh after reading this.
apply my job at resort world sentosa, but unsure if i would get it. :(
i really love those outdoor theme park, and i'm sure i'll enjoy working there.
poor edwin & tricia was drag to the talk by me but there's no CE points. :(
really looking forward to work there :)
boyf was really sweet last night.
knowing i'm not feeling well recently, he sent me this sms:
*****
Laopo is my princess.
Baby is my life.
Sweety is my sugar roll.
How i wish baobeii could recover soon,
How i wish i can bring dear dear out, holding her hands as we walk,
Whispering sweet talks to me along the way.
You made my life goes round and round,
How i wish i could hug you now. :(
*****
boyf seldom did this to me,
and he's really sweet to come up with this. :)
a nice day to start with, thou i was late for skool today.
and this damn faci mark me late for being 2mins late. :(
well well, boyf had plans to bring me to maldives after telling him how poor thing i am, unable to step out of country with him for his 2 yrs in army.
LOL!
maybe i'll spend my 6yr anniversary there, since we will be busy over work next yr.
and he still promise to bring me to JAPAN on my 21st birthday :)
how sweet! and yes, taiwan & HK trip perhaps next yr june, and i'll be celebrating my 20th birthday there!
sense how excited i am?
if baby change his plans about bringing me out of country, he wont see his dearest car again, i swear. LOL!
MALDIVES!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
2:55 PM
these are pictures of maldives!
so beautiful.
i wanted very much to go there but financially unable to. :(
i guess i'm the type of person who loves the sun,
jus that boyf doesnt likes it and therefore i'm been deprived of my interest. :(
partly becos i grew up by the seaside, since dad loves fishing so much.
whenever i'm down, to the seaside would make me smile.
this strange feeling i have whenever i'm by the seaside.
the sea is so calm, the breeze, the waves.
i really fell in love with it.
maybe i shall suggest boyf to bring me there for honeymoon or wedding photoshoot?
i could still remember my faci-janice, her husband bought her to maldives for honeymoon.
it was so beautiful to witness the sea in her own eyes.
i wish i could too.
well, tt's for her. me?
i got to see if baby is willing enough to bring me there?
or GOLD COASt? no maldives first!
BABY, will you bring me to maldives? :)
UT blue.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
2:36 PM
a quick one before preparing for my UT.
yes, OS UT today. FUCK.
sure fail one lor. sigh.
skool's connection sucks big time, and well, been from forum to forum, helping my lovely to search for his GE8 FIT JS front lip.
was super late for skool today, i came in only during the 2nd meeting. haha
jus finish my presentation and OS 6P is in front of me, but i jus don wan to read. :(
using the internet access over at work yesterday,
and the phone i wanted so much was out last week.
sony ericsson satio. boyf says he'll get it for me after his birthday. YAY!
and its in RED! my favourite color!
over the moon can?
since i'm so broke after boyf's birthday.
am not getting boyf 21 pressie le.
since he wan all his pressie to help him modify his car. dunno is his birthday or his car's birthday lor.
and his 1 pressie cost me a bomb. yes!
and i think i'll get pass him whatever i've got for him. maybe tt will add up to 10 birthday present or so?
shall see.
